The Chinese, The Malays And The Douche.

Disclaimer: I'm writing this at the risk of sounding a little racist and also slightly douchy. And if you're not into serious reading or having little capacity for rational thinking, you can run along now. Go on. Run along now.

Malaysia. A place with many races and diverse ethnicity (dammit cheesy intro). And according from what I read, among few country that still openly practice racism.

There are too much negativity revolve around the races in this country. Non as serious as the Chinese and the Malays though. Growing up, there were many events which makes me doubt the friendly and warm nation we see in the tv ads every now and then. True. Some can get along pretty well. But most of us don't.

I might not have my fact right, but these are some general view of the people.

The Malays

1. Chinese are too stupid to realize they actually been living in somebody else's land.

2. Chinese are swindler and a rip off.

3. Chinese monopoly the economic sector and gonna f*ck you up if you want to open business.

4. Chinese eat pigs.

The Chinese

1. Malays are bad people.

2. Malays are dumb.

3. Rempits.

From UrbanDictionary.Com:

Malaysia
[The country where education is very highly politicised.Also a country where Malays are literaly spoonfed from their moment of their birth up to their deaths.Even if you are the no.1 student in Malaysia,you won't get a place in a public university of your choice if you are not a Malay.A Malay can beat you to the seat even if he's a freakin' retard.That is guaranteed.
Friendly?Yes.Non-racist?Not always so.]

Like any other teenager, I spend most of my time at the mamak's during the night. From there, I can see and hear so many stereotype either from my friends or even the people next table. Sometimes, I could pick up some people said in a distinct murmur, "melayu lapsap", "melayu cibai" and vice versa, some innuendo about the Chinese.

One time, my friend dated a Chinese girl, and her friends and family was so, paiseh, I don't know how to put it. Well you know, Douche baggy. Poor guy. And just the other day, a Chinese guy blatantly curse and swears to me because I apparently bumped his chair. Just a tiny bit. Seriously dude? Even your hair were untouched. Me being generally calm and composed, I just smiled and walked away.

Don't get me wrong, I've no bad intention. I abhor racism as much as the next guy. But see, I grew up being a very happy child and a pacifist at mind. I often ask my dad why is there wars in the world. And why can't Malaysia and Singapore be one again, why can't Malaysian and Indonesian stop hating each other and so fourth.

And my dad would reply "something something the darkside something something and blah blah" with such intensity that turned out, a naive 7 years old could not comprehend.

The question is why cant we get along?

If you said the Chinese are living in somebody's else land, most probably, so were you. As most of the Malays came from other country namely Indonesia.

Malay or so called Bumiputeras get so much privilege that they can go to any University they wish without even studying. I can hardly say its true as I study just as hard and still find myself not even in a half decent college.

But even so, you can't be mad at all of us Malays because I assure you, most of us doesn't have anything to do with the seemingly racist government policy. As for the rempits and swindler, these are individual issue. Meaning, a douche is a douche, no matter what race.

But seriously, why cant we get along? Maybe this negativity is passed down from our parents or even from our friends. But I find it very unnecessary. We shouldn't hate each other. It's not like we have any other country we can call home. We should settle our differences because believe it or not, we all are good peoples.

Going Somewhere My Dear?

When we first met, you annoyed me. Alot. You were so naive, jolly, childish and a bit bossy. That combination seems to be really weird for me. Not to mention, annoying as hell. But then, seeing you so happy, I cant help but to break down the wall of mine that keep me safe for so long. I've promise to make you the happiest girl ever. But little that I know, you still hides behind that giant wall of yours. I never stood a chance.

Day by day, it grew harder to ignore the fact that you were no longer happy. And nothing I tried would change that. Im sorry that I let you go. Nonetheless, we remain as friends. I'm happy to see that youre able to find your smile back. But then, you broke your heart again. Then things got really weird. You rebelled. You were a brat. Yes you were. Some of your friends ditch you because you were such an ass. No worries dear. I'd still be there.

My dear, you were mighty mean to me. I've asked you a couples of times before, why you do what you did back then. You simply told me that its hard for you to accept a guy in your life. I really have no idea what you meant. I still don't. Urgh. Okay. Either way, I decided to wait you out.

Time passes by, and guess what happened between us? Nothing. I was too busy with my studies, and you were, well, just being you. But thats okay. I can see that you're happy. Nevertheless, the day had finally come. You're gonna leave for your hometown very soon and not coming back. And you're gonna leave me, when i'm still hopelessly in love with you. My dearest, theres still so much I wanted to tell you...

Semi-update o.O?

Huih.. Berhabuk da blog ni ha.. terabai macam rumah dalam filem seram.. kesian dia.. tak prihatin betul si hensem empunya dia ni.. bukan ape.. takde mase weh.. tapi korg tgk jela.. pasni aku hapdate banyak2 ye.. bahan2 sume dah ade.. mase je belum mengizinkan.. nantikan kemunculan nya..

Makhluk asing dikenal pasti!

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p.s Dia ade buat post utk aku. Ni dia *post yang menjengkelkan dan boleh menimbulkan isu perkauman tu ..

p.s2 Beliau sempoi, dan best, tade isu kemarahan disini, saje suka2.. wlaupun beliau mmg suke buat aku nak hempuk beliau.. Haha ..

6 step cycle to a misleading future - I smile, i laugh, i stopped, i looked at the past, i frown, i want the past, i want it real bad!

Kebelakangan ni aku asyik emosi lebih sbab adanya anasir2 jahat yang membuat aku terpikir2 pasal 'dia' .. geram la, rase nak sepak2 korang je.. penjenayah2 kelas satu ni adalah rakan2 aku yg bernama moy, mama serta anak aku, *fara (anak? ).. Siot korang weh.. grr ..